My Internship Story

Another new chapter. Another new thing. Another challenge. Another chance.

Intern was always my nightmare. But turns out it’s not that bad. I mean, it’s not that easy tho, but it was fun i guess. Intership, there were many things i learned during my intern. Thankyou for that. Well, honestly i thought i was never gonna like it. Meet new people, introducing my self was never my ability. At first i was kinda afraid what if i cant fit in my new circle, well as you know my personality is a little bit more “noisy” and frankly. But, fortunately the people was great, in litteral meaning. They are all nice, patients and guideful. I’ll give you a tips when youre on your intership, when they asked you to do something nicely, well in my office they always say “please do me a favor”, you have to stand up immediately and say what can you do to help. Dont forget to smile. And when they explain the task, listen very carefully and when they done explaining, repeat the their instruction. They will correct you if you miss something.

During my intern, i did few things i never done before. Like, i went home by bus alone, took more than six hours and  transit twice. That’s a thing right? And, im not picky about food anymore at least during my intern. i know how to deal with perfectionist boss. I know how to order food from apps. Okay, dont laugh. Im an old school. Can i say this as progress? I mean i finally did it. Just let me be.

And on my last day of intern, i cried. A lot.

I dont know why, im supposed to be happy right? Dont have to wake up at six anymore. But, i did cry. I dont know. Saying goodbye is not something im good about. It’s always hard to say goodbye even fo something you thought you’d never like to be in that place or that situation. I was thinking that it’ll be my happiest moment when my internship is done and go back to where i was. But, i wasnt. Well, im happy, but the feeling was a abit odd. Not as happy as i imagine i would.

There always a sad side in evey goodbye, even fo a better journey.

But, every begining has its end. And this is it. Thank you for everything you thought and gave me this past two months. Thank you life.

When you have to get out your comfort zone, challenge yourself, see whats out there. Dont hesitate. Be brave and have confident. Believe in yourself. Few good friend would be nice, to suppot you and got your back. Convince that everything will be alright. But the most important thing is you yourself. You have you. Cz in the end of the day, there is no one else but you. Only you can save yourself.

Sincerely,

A survivor