Hitting "publish" after seven years is huge, and personal...
It's been years since the last time i write for my blog. i think my last post was in 2019? i dont know why it's so hard for me to go back and do some writing about things that happened in my life, while so much happened throughout those years.. until few days ago i opened my blog after almost 7 years abandoned and i realised, wow... i wrote those.. my post and my writings were not perfect or poetic or inspire other people, but i feel vulnerable, honest and just being me telling stories of things that happened. when i say so much happened, i mean so much, like litterally.
i can say that i've past some phases, i graduated, unemployed, started my own small fnb things, finally hired, dating, married and so on chapters. that is an entire lifetime of shifting identities. i'm not sure about where am i gong to start, in fact im still wondering if i should write each chapters or just sum it all LOL.
but anyway, i'm planning on write everything down, just not in a rush. im going to enjoy every feeling, emotion and anything that remains behind every stories. since i havent write for almost 7 years, im gonna need some warm up and disclaimer, dont get your hopes up, remind you i write for personal relief.
i got no deadline, no audience to impress, and no expectation to meet.
still a survivor
Raggaza Forte
