Another new chapter. Another new thing. Another challenge.
Another chance.
Intern was always my nightmare. But turns out it’s not that
bad. I mean, it’s not that easy tho, but it was fun i guess. Intership, there
were many things i learned during my intern. Thankyou for that. Well, honestly
i thought i was never gonna like it. Meet new people, introducing my self was
never my ability. At first i was kinda afraid what if i cant fit in my new
circle, well as you know my personality is a little bit more “noisy” and
frankly. But, fortunately the people was great, in litteral meaning. They are
all nice, patients and guideful. I’ll give you a tips when youre on your
intership, when they asked you to do something nicely, well in my office they
always say “please do me a favor”, you have to stand up immediately and say
what can you do to help. Dont forget to smile. And when they explain the task,
listen very carefully and when they done explaining, repeat the their
instruction. They will correct you if you miss something.
During my intern, i did few things i never done before.
Like, i went home by bus alone, took more than six hours and transit twice. That’s a thing right? And, im
not picky about food anymore at least during my intern. i know how to deal with
perfectionist boss. I know how to order food from apps. Okay, dont laugh. Im an
old school. Can i say this as progress? I mean i finally did it. Just let me
be.
And on my last day of intern, i cried. A lot.
I dont know why, im supposed to be happy right? Dont have to
wake up at six anymore. But, i did cry. I dont know. Saying goodbye is not
something im good about. It’s always hard to say goodbye even fo something you
thought you’d never like to be in that place or that situation. I was thinking
that it’ll be my happiest moment when my internship is done and go back to
where i was. But, i wasnt. Well, im happy, but the feeling was a abit odd. Not
as happy as i imagine i would.
There always a sad side in evey goodbye, even fo a better
journey.
But, every begining has its end. And this is it. Thank you
for everything you thought and gave me this past two months. Thank you life.
When you have to get out your comfort zone, challenge
yourself, see whats out there. Dont hesitate. Be brave and have confident.
Believe in yourself. Few good friend would be nice, to suppot you and got your
back. Convince that everything will be alright. But the most important thing is
you yourself. You have you. Cz in the end of the day, there is no one else but
you. Only you can save yourself.
Sincerely,
A survivor